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ON BECOMING AN ANGEL
By Martin Kelman I am sharing this with you so that you will know that anything is possible, and that there are no limitations. There is only growth and change. I share this so you will know that we are all capable of spiritual evolution, nor does it matter what you think of yourself, how low or depressed you feel, or how many mistakes you have made. There is only one measure of a man/woman, and that is the love that he/she has in their hearts. Spirit doesn’t measure things the way we do. Spirit is merciful and compassionate and will help us with every loving step we take to be better human beings. Just ask to be a better human being and it will be. Just ask to see God/Goddess and you will. Ask for angelic help and it will be received.
There is hope in this world and much light and love and I am proof of this. I am not perfect, far from it. I have made terrible mistakes in my life, done shameful things, and yet God’s love comes to me and I ask: Why me? And in an undeniable voice it is said loud and clear, “It is your heart.” And as we all have hearts and a divine light within us, I can only want the joy that I feel for others. To feel the joy of our Lord and the angels, to feel the loving vibrations sent from the universe, to not feel alone, to be one with the universe and to know peace and security which never ends…I experience these things in the physical world and want to share this so much with others. I love all of you so very much in my heart and I believe in you! That is why I am sharing this with all of you with heart open. Never in my wildest dreams growing up, did I think I would be clairvoyant and that I would have guides to teach me. I did not know I would be able to see the past, present and future lives of others and myself, and yet I can. I did not know that I would be able to scan someone for health issues and send healing light into these areas. Nor did I expect the joy of helping people with closure by communicating with their deceased loved ones. I was amazed at the ability to feel a stone and know the events surrounding its existence. There is so much more that has happened to me since then, and spirit and love is the center of my life now. But more was to come into my life. I was always asked if I wanted to continue, and with courage and determination I always said yes. I began to feel the vibrations of trees and flowers and it is so exquisite. I began to speak to mother earth. I began to see rays of light that Lord Archangel Michael speaks of, and feel vibrations of love pour down upon me from our Lord, and yes my Lord, the Lord of all, the source of all, has spoken to me. I have learnt various healing modalities, and have cleared many issues and blockages within myself so that more light would enter me. I was taught the power of thought, affirmations, co-creation, and the power of love. I was taught to project light and love to others. So much has happened.
Let me digress for one moment to clarify the speed at which change is occurring in my life. I thought this would be enough knowledge, and that I would help people as best I could with readings, healings and divine guidance. But I realized there was more, and I want to do the best job I can while I am here. It has not been easy, but that does not mean it will not be easy for you. I have come here to learn many lessons in one lifetime that would “normally” take up to 12 lifetimes. This is happening to many who are here. What one soul would learn on earth at this time, is equivalent to many lifetimes that have occurred in the past thousand years. Time has accelerated and we are supposed to learn more now as we come to this crucial time in our evolution. That is why so many are having difficult lives. There is so much to learn, and much to clear and heal so that we will be ready for the New Age. It is no wonder that there are difficulties and challenges for all of us.
NEVER EVER DID I THINK OF WHAT WAS TO COME, NOT IN MY WILDEST IMAGINATION!
In 2004, an angel came to me. He looked very much like Lord Archangel Michael. He was slim, with blonde hair and wings of course. I could see him very clearly in my mind’s eye. He stood proud and tall, confident and loving, knowing, and with the loving vibration of our Lord. I had seen angels in my readings and healings, but this was more in the physical world. I thought what is an angel doing here? Then I quickly remembered one special meditation where my guides took me to the place of angels. I remembered this and proceeded. The angel was so close to me, the loving vibration sweet yet intense. He did not say anything and I was told to get to know him. For a few days I just would be with this beautiful angel. One day I was asked if the angel could merge with me. I was frightened at first. I don’t like things entering my body I thought. But then I thought, why not!
The angel approached me from the back and merged with me. The love and peace felt was familiar to that of our Lord’s vibration, but different in that for a time I was feeling just like an angel would feel. There really was no thought involved, just a state of being, without fear and worry. What a wonderful relief. I had told a few friends about the merging with an angel and that I had an angel around me for several weeks. On one particular night, a spiritual friend was over and I asked her if she could see the angel. I thought if I let the angel merge with me she would be able to see her better. I merged with the angel and asked my friend if she could see the angel. I was glowing so strongly with angelic love at the time. She said she could indeed see the angel. I asked her what he looked like? She said the angel looked like me. I was puzzled but nonetheless felt confirmation of some kind. The angel soon left after a period of several weeks.
Not until several months ago March 2005 did I know angels would be back in my life. For some odd reason, I received an angel as a gift. I started to pick up the odd book on Angels by Doreen Virtue. My thoughts were returning to angels for some reason. I understood the synchronicity of the events and thought I had to learn more about angels. I used an invocation to help remove past life karma and other blockages from my life that I found in a book “Earth Angels” by Doreen Virtue. I did not see direct results immediately, but knew it would work. Knowing that spirit moves with purpose and when one is ready, I continued my investigations. I was down in Los Angeles, the city of angels a few weeks ago, when it happened.
I was walking down the street and I felt two beings carrying what looked like angel wings. In between the wings was a “try on” type of harness to see how the wings would fit. I laughed and felt this was odd, and of course that they had the wrong person. The bearers of the wings said to try them on, just give them a try. I agreed as usual and still was chuckling about the error. On went the wings and I could feel them on my back and shoulders and I could feel their weight and vibration and love. This was getting very interesting. I started to play with the wings, like trying them on for the first time. I was getting more amazed than amused now that I had angel wings on me. I began to raise them and they glowed with light and an immense glowing vibration of love. I began to raise both hands as an angel would and the wings followed my gestures. The power of this movement towards the heavens only increased the vibration. Let me say that it is truly awesome to have angel wings and you do feel like an angel, just like the one I had merged with. There is a lack of fear, a confidence that all is well, a feeling of not being alone, and a state of being for which I am so truly grateful. In the back of my head I am asking why do I have angel wings? Why do I have angel wings? I knew this was a great honor and have since learnt that they have been gifted to me. The two angels asked me to keep them for a while and I said ok. It was beginning to dawn on me that I had been given angel wings. I felt so honored and amazed and humble and wonderful all at the same time. (It takes some of us longer than others!) I kicked up my feet and felt amazingly well and so excited. Much doesn’t excite me, but this was exciting. Fortunately, I had a spiritual friend staying in the same hotel and I rushed back to tell her all about this. After relating my story, I concentrated on my wings and raised my hands slowly from my side toward the universe while raising my wings at the same time. I felt like an angel. I asked my friend to feel the wings. She could indeed feel them. Her hands started vibrating and did not stop all day long. She could feel the vibrations of my wings in the physical.They were REAL. Well, what do I do now? I have angel wings. What does this mean?
The obvious answers would be that once I was an angel and I was turning back into one. Another answer would be that I am leaving this earth shortly. I could be an angel in training. Perhaps the wings are a gift and to be used to help heal people and project more loving vibrations. All of this could be true. I believe as far as I can tell, that I am evolving into an angel. Be that angel my guides keep telling me. Believe and it will be, the angels keep telling me. This I believe. I am not perfect but there is a perfect soul within me, and it is developing in the form of an angel. I am so very blessed by this development, and so grateful. I do not fully understand all that has happened but I will be an angel in my healings and give angel love to all who come to me. I will give angel love wherever I am, and will do my best for all of us.
With an open heart,
Earth Angel Martin
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